i have many thing to tell you

Ermm,B..actually i have many thing want to tell you de..but i donno how to say..juz bcoz,if i really want you and me 2gether to facing with that girl will you do it?erm..actually i no dare to tell her we 2gether,coz i donno wat she will did after she knw all of this..erm..i want to tell her that we are couple de,but i donno how to tell her..if really need ur help,will you help me?coz i really no dare to facing her,coz i donno what she will threaten me again..

erm..that day when she knw tat i contact you,she ask me to call you come out,but i say you r not here and then i beg her don be the stupipd and ask her don threaten me again.erm..i donno wat she thinking about,sometime she can very gd lk nthg happen,but she also will crazy anytime de so i donno how..

hmmm...B,i tell you all bout this juz bcoz i want to respect you,coz,...erm...,you r my boy friend so i need to tell you bout this..erm..she don want i contact you,but i really cant do it,so,i do something wrong to her,is i lie her say i no contact you,but she donno that i have contact you de..i donno all of this i can lie her till what time so i choose to tell you,i think,we r really to be couple so i should to tell you everything..now b u understand what is my feeling and what i say?

i really don want she hurt you...i donno wat she will did,but i knw wat she say she will do de,so i very fear..

B...can u promise me something?erm,is ..don tell anyone wat i say to you,coz i don want too many ppl knw about this case..i also don want have many ppl worry bout me..if really nthg,pls don let other to knw k?thanks B...i miss you so much...muax...love you..