~today accompany B go swimming~

Hmm...today go KL Jing Wu with b,he go there to swimming,bring my sister go together oh..wow,the body of b very fit lol...haha,but i cant swimming de oh..hmm..actually wanna learn,but really cant,cause my heart will feeling not well,from last time i already feel like that liao de,luckly my b understand..hehe,but feel happy too when saw hw swimming..erm..today look at my sister,she also know to swimming liao lo..hmm...feel bit bit sad lol,cause my sister also know swimming liao..erm..but never mind de coz i still can play the water even throught i cant swimming,can play at sunway..haha..

after swimming we going to the petaling street,go there having lunch,and buy something..hmm..after that we go back lo..hehe,hope next time again can accompany my b go there again..feel sweet..later arround 7pm b will going to the Kl to meet his uncle,having dinner with uncle and prayer..b drive safe ya,so sorry cant go with you..next time i will go with you k?just say a hello to uncle for me ya..thanks..

Hmm..yesterday night b bring his family come to my shop and eating oh..hehe,his family very nice oh..treat me good..hehe..i buy a wall's icecream for xuan xuan lo..she really very cute..

Erm..b,thanks alot that you bring for me,bring for me a happiness,really thanks alot,this few week i really feel very very happy..muaxs,miss you b,love you my bad egg b..

最后一次-17岁女生 (一首关于17岁少女的辞世之作)

最后一次-17岁女生 -----------一首关于17岁少女的辞世之作 这首歌叫做《最后一次》，是一个17岁的女孩的遗作，一次偶然的机会，无聊中听到尼首歌，觉得狠特别。深入了解后，知道这个女孩并不是一个歌手，她这首歌只为她最爱的人--她的男朋友而作而唱~~~ 后来我上网去查这首歌，这个女孩的资料有好多论述，唯一的相同点就是这个女孩已经去世了！ 其实这首歌没什么特别之处，但是任何人看到这首歌的部分评述，再加上歌词，都会有些不安，希望这个女孩在遥远的天堂仍然这么爱自己爱的人，有下一世的话，你一定会幸福的！ 关于【最后一次】背后故事 有一对感情非常好的小情侣 双方家长都非常满意对方 准备大学毕业就结婚 正当高三开学不久 学校体检 检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常 之后去医院检查 查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病 这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰 就像宝宝皮肤一样 最后会因为皮肤太嫰 承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂 虽然不能医治 但那个男孩和双方家长 都要求那个女孩住院 就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点 当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候 那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的 不再把自己关在病房里不见人 而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落 也就在那时她开始写日记 努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间 当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候 女孩才发觉 笔下的文字 绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事 那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分 于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩 荆莿鸟的绝唱 若干星期过去 曲作好词填好 就找朋友帮忙语录歌 已经病入膏盲的女孩 喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血 但都坚持要自己唱 当U盘出来之后 那个女孩竟然要求安乐死 还说一开始就打算这么做 而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着 还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话 手术关灯熄灭之后 那个男孩出来 那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩 那个男孩听完之后 和他妈妈说 女孩最后对他说的是： “在也不要看日出了 不过我不怕 因为是你陪着我睡着...... 我爱你” 因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了 所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方 将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩 2008年年头 那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候 失足堕山 被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪 然而相片里面 朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨

女孩男朋友曾在百度留下过痕迹以下是男孩为女孩写的帖子（真实性就不知道了不过贴也上来）

云，你的歌我每天都会听。 亲爱的，你走了整整1075天了，你过得还好吧，我不知道你的歌什么时候写的，老公很失职吧，对不起宝贝。对不起，我没能把你救回来，是我不对，求求你不要原谅我！我不想求的你的原谅，你知道吗？现在关于你有很多传闻，我不知道怎么回答，但是这些传闻唯一真实的就是你爱我，我也爱你。放心，母带在我手里。是舒儿给我的，我知道这几年她没敢给我。这首歌我看见时不知道为什么就听了，我就是死几万次我也不会忘记你的声音，我不知道为什么最近听到，一定是你要告诉我的是不是呢？我会好好活下去，我听你的话，从前都是你听我的，这次我听你的。05年我们过了最后一个情人节你送给我一条围巾，我送给你一条项链。你给我一个吻，在滨江道，平时那么害羞的你竟然会那么做，我不知道我们是怎么回家的。呵呵，第二天你走了是去治病你告诉我很简单的一个小手术，可是为什么最后你不回来了呢？到现在也没有告诉我啊，我死了之后你一定要告诉我~因为你骗了我！我最不喜欢别人骗我了，以后我要打你屁股最为惩罚！那个医生为什么这么笨呢？一个小手术都做不好。哎,亲爱的这几年我国的真是不好啊你知道吗？你那天出事时我真的有感觉，那天在学校一个同学过生日在中午我的手一直很冷，你知道的我的手出了生病是不会冷的，那天我手脚冰冷，在一点时我的心突然间疼了一下差点晕过去，下午我回家时他们告诉我你不在了。我没哭，没闹，我不知道那几天是怎么过的，我的心里好难过，我求爸妈，让我见你最后一次，但是没有人能办到，如果没有李舒我真不知道才能见到你，或许只有她有那么大的能量吧，我会好好感谢她，为什么你走了留给我的也是那么的可爱那么的迷人呢？呵呵亲爱的你是我女神，永远都是！我永远都爱你，你在那边过的还好吗？如果你过得不好一定要告诉我，亲爱的我对你的愧疚不知道怎么样才能弥补啊。你对我总是那么好，当初你要是对我坏一点该多好啊，你从来没对我发过小姐脾气，哎，我甚至不知道这是为什么。我是不是很蠢？我想是，好多事情真是我自己太笨，要是一个小手术至于出国吗？哎，我错了，下一次我再也不会犯这样的错误了，下辈子不管什么我都跟在你身边，我再也不会让你受到伤害！相信我！宝贝，你的歌我每天都在听。我们的点点滴滴我都记着你也要记着，我们还有三生的约定！我记着你，你也不能忘了我！还有一件事情我不能听你的，你最后吩咐舒儿的事情我不会答应，也不能答应！没有人可以代替你！况且安全部的工作我不喜欢，所以我和她不可能在一起！对不起宝贝，原谅我! 不管故事的真假，我们都可以看到一个美丽的爱情，这在现在这个社会已经很难得了，现在有几个人可以做到这样子呢，对自己的爱情这样子的坚定。其实我自己内心愿意相信的是得皮肤病的那个版本，因为它让我看到了一份坚定的爱情。 听这首歌的朋友，我都希望大家在恋爱时能，找认真的对待感情，不要有玩玩的想法，因为有一个很爱你的人对你好，是一件很幸福的事情！ 最后祝愿天下所有在恋爱中的人，能像故事中的爱情一样，坚定而美好，当然了结局是一定要改的，呵呵。 天空中的云，自由自在，纯洁而美丽，而故事中的女孩也会是这样，今生不能祝福你，那么就祝愿你的来生能够幸福，快乐～～！

歌词：
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

2nd time go theatre with b

Hehe..today go theatre with b again oh..feel happy..after that we go and eat sushi..i 1st time go and eat sushi with b leh..actually i never eat sushi before,cause i no dare to eat de,but today i try to eat liao,b like to eat wasabi,yee...i scared the wasabi oh,somore b ask me to eat but i never eat,cause i no dare lo..hehe,but b say very nice..hehe..

hmmm...just now suddently feeling not well after i drink a cup of coffee,when i working suddently feel wanna vomit and then i run as fast to toilet and vomit leh,now still feeling not well,donno why leh,somore my head very ache...hmmm..i think im ok de gua..

erm..got a little little big very miss my b oh..muax2..love you b...

~miss my bad egg B~

Erm..have feel day din wrote blog liao lo..cause this few day a bit busy oh..

erm..today b not here..he went to the kl and meet the friends and then go swimming,go prayer and..somore..

hmm..today afternoon his sister come to fetch me go out,haha,her daughter very cute oh..i like her so so much..really cute..hehe,actually wanna buy the wall's ice-cream for her de,but her mom say dont coz she will go and meet her husband and never go back homw 1st ,so..next time i buy for her again ya..hehe,look at her seem like very happy when i buy the mcd cone ice-cream for her i also feel very happy lo..hehe..erm...i think...,next time when i buy liao then i ask be take for her la..hehe...

erm...got a little big very miss my b oh..nvm...tomorrow can see him liao..muaxs..llove you my bad egg B...muaxsss2

~just leave 2 and half hours~

Hehe..still have 2 and half hours only can meet with b liao lo..and then we go to the mariage party together..muaxz..miss b so so much..hope the time fast fast pass away and then can meet b soon,and also hope the time slow slow pass away when together be with b..hehe..im very selfish hor..hehe...muaxz..love you my bad egg b...

~Our 1st Date~

Hehe..today very happy oh..

Today is our 1st date..10.05 am..b reach my shop and fetch me,haha,very surprise and also make me feel scared de,cause when i open the door that time b help me,luckly is b,if not i get scared liao..suddently got somebody push the door..omg..but happy when i saw b..hehe

B bring me go aeon jusco,we go and having the breakfast and then we go treatre oh..hehe..the name of the movie is Night In The Museum..haha..the movie very nice oh..hehe..but,feel disappointed cause din shoot the photo with b oh..ermm...nvm..next time we only shoot...

tomorrow night might be will go to mariage party with b oh..hope can go ya..miss my b so so much..muaxs..love you b..bad egg..muaxs...

Feel happy..feel Easy..Because Of you..B..

Ermm..actually today will go fitness with b de,but..yesterday he drink too much liao so today morning feel very tired and headache so cancel liao..
erm..but now very happy oh..cause just now b and his family come to my shop and having dinner oh..actually feel very paiseh oh when saw his family oh but also feel very happy..his family really is very nice oh..i love his family..
erm..just now call b,b say tomorrow will bring me go out for dating oh..haha..cause today morning he break promise ma..hehe..feel happy and happy..
thx b...muaxs...miss b so much..love you b..

*today feel easy..have a nice day*

Ermm..feel easy today..today wake up early and then go shopping with my friends,but just go there for 1 and half hour only and then go back liao..

erm..hehe..tomorrow go fitness with my b oh..feel happy neh,but hor..i never go fitness before,i have bit fear oh..but have b there then i wont be fear liao..erm..tomorrow need wake up early oh but today b have dinner at kuala selangor oh,he say tonight he will stay here and then tomorrow morning only come to meet me..erm...hope can see him soon,coz i have 3 day din saw my b liao..miss him so much neh..

B you must take good care of yourself k?to night don drink too much ah,i will worry bout you de oh..erm...hope the time can fast fast past away cause tomorrow can meet b liao..miss you oh b..muaxs

~feeling not well~

Erm,today just come back from genting highand,feel very tired oh..today morning,when i wake up,suddently my gastric very pain oh,don't know why will like that de oh,cause i have eat ah..after that i tell b,b ask me go and buy the medicine and eat,after eat the medicine i feel better and then i go and having the lunch with my family..don't know why i again feeling not well oh..my head feel very ache oh,maybe not enough rest...erm..actually feel ok de when on the way go back home,but after reach home,,i really cant stay anymore liao lo..i eat a medicine and then i take a rest..nw,im feel better lo when..........listen the sound from my b..muax..miss b so much oh..

yesterday at genting highland i have buy something for b oh..i buy 3 thing for him...don't know b will like it or not leh..but i really like it so much oh..hehe..want give a surprise for b oh..but i think today b cant come to meet me liao lo..cause he say tonight he will busy at night oh..erm..never mind la..next time only give the present for b la..but hor..really wanna meet b oh..cause im really miss him so much oh..but..is ok la..nvm de...

erm...this sunday b ask me go to fitness 1st with him oh,erm..got bit fear lo..cause i never go there before..hehe..muaxs..b,i miss you so much oh..will you miss me too?hehe..love you b..

~worry bout my B~

Erm..today my b feeling not well..afternoon only he go and see the doctor,and then he received an injection from the doctor and then he back home eat the medicine and get rest...
erm..just now b sms for me liao..feel at ease liao when he say he feel right liao..but he go working liao..haizya..he really hard working la..i really scared he too tired ah..but he ask me dont worry bout him oh..nvm..i know he will take good care himself de,he wont let me too worry de..add oil ya my b..muax..
Hehe,yesterday my b come to meet me and bring the food for me oh..hehe,feel happy happy oh..really surprise when he come and meet me,cause i thought he go back home and rest liao ah,i just simply ask him come to let me see how he tired only but he say ok and ask me come out oh..hehe..really happy..thanks b so much..muaxs..love you b...

miss my b so much oh..muax

Aiyo..miss my b so much oh..what my b doing there..erm..i know he working..so i no dare to disturd him..so i just write down my feeling on here..i think b really very tired lol..just now he tell me he go his sister place to rest for half and hour..hmmm..and then working again..hmm...he really busy lo...erm..just now feel very bored oh..so edit a pic for my own..see the photo at beside?nice?i haven send it for my b..dont know he will like it or not leh..hehe..hmm...actually very miss b and wanna meet him oh..but i scared he is busy oh..never mind la..just chat in phone and look at his photo then enough la....erm...miss you b..muaxs..love you...

~sorry b...really sorry~

Ermmm..sorry b..really sorry bout you..

i know that you very busy in your job but i still distureb you and also let you felt trouble..relly sorrry b..except sarry i really donno what i can say anymore..B..now how bout you?feel right?i know you dont want i too worry bout you and also know you will take good care of youself de,but,erm..i just want care bout you only..is nthg de b...erm..sorry just now let you worry liao..im ok de b...erm...

miss u b..muax..love you b..

My Boy Friend__Albert

Emm..i have a new life because of him..he is my bf-albert..

because he bring alot of hope for me,bring alot of happiness to me..

i will felt happy on everytime every moment when thinking of him..he care of me,be my side,make me smile..haha,he really cute..sometime he fool fool de,but just for me only oh..B must remember ya..

hehe,when look at him that time his look really lk child,fool fool de,very cute..i lk to look at B..haha..he always say he own is a Bad Egg de,haha,then what i be?erm...i be his Baobei la..ok b?hehe,yesterday he hold my hand oh..hehe,felt...happy happy happy lol..am i fool?haha..

thanks b let me have a new life and let go the sadness..really thanks alot to you b,i promise you i will take good care of myself de k?b also must take good care oh..miss you so much b...love you..muaxs...

May god bless to my b,give him everything good,give him happiness,safe,and good luck everyday every moment..wish all the best on him..muaxs miss u B...

i have many thing to tell you

Ermm,B..actually i have many thing want to tell you de..but i donno how to say..juz bcoz,if i really want you and me 2gether to facing with that girl will you do it?erm..actually i no dare to tell her we 2gether,coz i donno wat she will did after she knw all of this..erm..i want to tell her that we are couple de,but i donno how to tell her..if really need ur help,will you help me?coz i really no dare to facing her,coz i donno what she will threaten me again..

erm..that day when she knw tat i contact you,she ask me to call you come out,but i say you r not here and then i beg her don be the stupipd and ask her don threaten me again.erm..i donno wat she thinking about,sometime she can very gd lk nthg happen,but she also will crazy anytime de so i donno how..

hmmm...B,i tell you all bout this juz bcoz i want to respect you,coz,...erm...,you r my boy friend so i need to tell you bout this..erm..she don want i contact you,but i really cant do it,so,i do something wrong to her,is i lie her say i no contact you,but she donno that i have contact you de..i donno all of this i can lie her till what time so i choose to tell you,i think,we r really to be couple so i should to tell you everything..now b u understand what is my feeling and what i say?

i really don want she hurt you...i donno wat she will did,but i knw wat she say she will do de,so i very fear..

B...can u promise me something?erm,is ..don tell anyone wat i say to you,coz i don want too many ppl knw about this case..i also don want have many ppl worry bout me..if really nthg,pls don let other to knw k?thanks B...i miss you so much...muax...love you..

>everything fine<

Hmm..finally...everything are settle and fine..

i just hope everything will be ok,now i just want to enjoy and stay happy in my new life..because of B only i have a good day and happy..

thanks B,cause is him always be my side to help me,give me an encourage and also let me be brave to facing all of this,if not,i really dont know till now how i settle all of this,because of him only i brave to tell my family evrything that happen on me de,even though after i tell my family they scold me but at least they very surpport me..my heart feel melted when they care of me...that day..i cant contro myself anymore and i really crying,cause i can't tolerate my tears anymore...

luckly now everything is fine liao..and now..ermm,don't knw how to say..actually,erm..i felt that i falling in love to someone,but,erm...he have the same feeling wit me too?the love is really wonderful..when the love befall to someone then they will felt sweet,happy when saw the lover or chat or look at the photo..ermm,the feeling really is very wonderful de..recently,i have the feeling lk this,izzit im really falling in love to someone?don't know why,i always thinking of him,sometime will worry he eat dy or not.cause he is very busy in working de.sometime will worry bout i will disturbing him when he busy..hehe...he is very cute,sometime fool fool de,very man,when saw him,chat with him i feel very comfortable and safe.hehe..am i fool?erm..just because of him i felt have a truly love befall to me.hmm..actually...im not trust the fall in loveat first sight de,but when i saw him at the 1st time he come to my father shop then only i believe,cause i have the feeling on him..haha..erhmmm..just wrote till here...wish he stay happy,stay safe on everyday and may god bless him,give him a good luck..miss u much b..muaxs....